Untrue

And I’m upset
Because I feel I’m only concerned
With my wants, and my hopes, and my plans
Yet I want to be consumed by Your love
And dying of passion for You
But I feel so confused
And my heart is untrue
My heart is untrue.

I didn’t think this would be easy
But I never dreamed it’d feel like this.
All I want is to serve You
With everything I have left.
But what if there’s nothing?
And I break.

Give me a clear sign
Hold me in your arms tonight
Or else I won’t make it
I’ll just be pulled apart and lose my mind
Because I’m so confused
And my heart is untrue
My heart is untrue.

Written Fall 2010